Motheater
Nov. 25th, 2025 08:41 pmMotheater, Linda H. Codega, 2025 fantasy novel. Some neat stuff here but it could have been half the length, the emotional throughline was a muddle, and sometimes the language got so figurative as to feel more like word salad, like, just did not seem to actually mean anything. And while generally I would say lesbians make everything better I thought the ship felt forced. But I would have forgiven that for less repetitiveness and stuff like describing magical lights as like "a swarm of living lightning bugs". (Um, bugs *are* living.) Some good moments though and I liked all the words I had to look up. Might have been pretty good in the hands of a much more aggressive editor. (Some interesting resonance with Metal From Heaven re sapphic women in veins of ore and giant stompy endings... coincidence or part of some larger trend/trope?)
Interview and Update
Nov. 25th, 2025 10:55 amGreat interview about Murderbot:
Bifurcating Character with Incisive and Witty Inner Monologue: a Masterclass with ‘Murderbot’ Co-Showrunners Paul Weitz and Spirit Awards Winner Chris Weitz
Since SecUnits issued by the Corporation Rim (a group of mega-corporations ruling the galaxy in the distant future) are sentient, complete obedience to human orders is guaranteed by the “governor module” in each unit. However, Murderbot (Alexander Skarsgård, who nabbed an Emmy for his intricate and chilling performance in the HBO series, Big Little Lies), figures out how to disable its module to gain autonomy. “Murderbot is sentient from the get-go — it’s basically a slavery narrative. It’s important to Martha that Murderbot was always sentient,” Chris says of the close collaboration with consulting producer, Wells. “All the SecUnits are under human control. They can think for themselves but can’t act for themselves. So, they experience this torture of being at the disposal of others.” In addition to exploring themes of humanity and free will, the series also calls into question the issue of personhood, as Paul notes: “To what degree are we going to grant personhood to non-human intelligence?”
https://www.filmindependent.org/blog/bifurcating-character-with-incisive-and-witty-inner-monologue-a-masterclass-with-murderbot-co-showrunners-paul-weitz-and-spirit-awards-winner-chris-weitz/
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I'm trying to get back into the swing of things after basically three weeks of travel in October, catching up on household stuff, trying to get ready for the holidays, getting back into working on the current book. I think I was more mentally exhausted than physically, but it was still a lot.
I didn't stay more than a day in any one city (except for two nights in Allentown, PA, which was lovely) and I was mostly leaving before most of the hotels started to serve breakfast, so I was living on a lot of airplane food. I did get to ride the train for the first time in the US (the Acela Amtrack) which was fun. I've ridden trains in Sweden, the Netherlands, and Scotland, but never here.
There was a lot of emotional overwhelm, seeing so many people, but also it felt really good, because they were all people who cared about books and art and creativity. The smallest crowd was in New York, about 40-50 people, the largest was in Seattle with around 300. The Texas Book Festival in Austin was like an encapsulation of the whole trip, being in a giant crowd of people (the largest in the festival's 30 year history) who were all "books, books, books!" I've heard that people seemed to be going to more arts-related events lately, and that was what I saw on my trip.
Bifurcating Character with Incisive and Witty Inner Monologue: a Masterclass with ‘Murderbot’ Co-Showrunners Paul Weitz and Spirit Awards Winner Chris Weitz
Since SecUnits issued by the Corporation Rim (a group of mega-corporations ruling the galaxy in the distant future) are sentient, complete obedience to human orders is guaranteed by the “governor module” in each unit. However, Murderbot (Alexander Skarsgård, who nabbed an Emmy for his intricate and chilling performance in the HBO series, Big Little Lies), figures out how to disable its module to gain autonomy. “Murderbot is sentient from the get-go — it’s basically a slavery narrative. It’s important to Martha that Murderbot was always sentient,” Chris says of the close collaboration with consulting producer, Wells. “All the SecUnits are under human control. They can think for themselves but can’t act for themselves. So, they experience this torture of being at the disposal of others.” In addition to exploring themes of humanity and free will, the series also calls into question the issue of personhood, as Paul notes: “To what degree are we going to grant personhood to non-human intelligence?”
https://www.filmindependent.org/blog/bifurcating-character-with-incisive-and-witty-inner-monologue-a-masterclass-with-murderbot-co-showrunners-paul-weitz-and-spirit-awards-winner-chris-weitz/
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I'm trying to get back into the swing of things after basically three weeks of travel in October, catching up on household stuff, trying to get ready for the holidays, getting back into working on the current book. I think I was more mentally exhausted than physically, but it was still a lot.
I didn't stay more than a day in any one city (except for two nights in Allentown, PA, which was lovely) and I was mostly leaving before most of the hotels started to serve breakfast, so I was living on a lot of airplane food. I did get to ride the train for the first time in the US (the Acela Amtrack) which was fun. I've ridden trains in Sweden, the Netherlands, and Scotland, but never here.
There was a lot of emotional overwhelm, seeing so many people, but also it felt really good, because they were all people who cared about books and art and creativity. The smallest crowd was in New York, about 40-50 people, the largest was in Seattle with around 300. The Texas Book Festival in Austin was like an encapsulation of the whole trip, being in a giant crowd of people (the largest in the festival's 30 year history) who were all "books, books, books!" I've heard that people seemed to be going to more arts-related events lately, and that was what I saw on my trip.
Curl up, says the body, curl up and sleep
Nov. 23rd, 2025 05:21 pmA gentle week in most ways, although workouts were un-gentle: three private handstand lessons on three days in a row, followed by three days in a row with backbends. And yes this is more than I care to be asking of my hands and wrists, so today in open studio I took it pretty easy and avoided handstands. The sixth of those days was my last -- for now -- private walkover lesson with the tumbling coach, yesterday. I still don't have an unspotted walkover, but I'm within spitting distance again on the back one, and she taught me some cool drills for active splits and for shoulder stretching. No regrets.
On Tuesday I managed to watch Episode 3 of Pluribus with both the bug and the squirrel, making it the only episode I haven't seen twice. I wish more people were watching this show so I could talk about it more. I think I would want to join the hive mind; I'd be ragingly curious, and also afraid it wouldn't last (and I wouldn't want to miss out on the experience). But thus far I'm the only one; neither of my partners would want to.
Thursday I met a leak detection specialist over at the rental cottage, and we searched for any evidence of the leak our tenant was worried about. There was no such evidence found, but we did get locked out, so the whole thing involved a locksmith at the same time(!), followed by doorknob shopping and installation. The dead doorknob was some kind of commercial version very rarely used in residential settings, so the locksmith had to be pretty destructive to remove it.
Overall, I feel I'm preparing for the winter season in a very primal way. Laying in supplies. Looking for things I'm running out of, and buying new batches of them (lip balm, underwear, food storage containers, soap, earplugs). I took my deep-winter clothes out of storage, and stored my high-summer stuff instead, and bought two cheap pairs of joggers that feel strange -- but admittedly soft and comfy -- on my legs. The smart thing to do would be to prepare more for Christmas, but no, my body only cares that it's dark outside and feels that some kind of hibernation is in order.
Not sure if I've mentioned it here before, but I fully intend to enter a sewing phase once the condo project is fully settled down. I've been looking around at sergers and coverstitch machines, and learning a bit about things like blunt-tipped needles for sewing jersey. Somewhat amazingly, it seems there's a serger at my local library that patrons can use! So I intend to trot on over there, see if it's real and try it out before buying anything.
Still very happy. Just living my little life. Birdie's other dad visited this weekend and had lunch with us, and he burst out that he loved me and is so glad I am around and being in Birdie's life. SO CUTE. Granted he was well into the 2nd cocktail at that moment, but still.
On Tuesday I managed to watch Episode 3 of Pluribus with both the bug and the squirrel, making it the only episode I haven't seen twice. I wish more people were watching this show so I could talk about it more. I think I would want to join the hive mind; I'd be ragingly curious, and also afraid it wouldn't last (and I wouldn't want to miss out on the experience). But thus far I'm the only one; neither of my partners would want to.
Thursday I met a leak detection specialist over at the rental cottage, and we searched for any evidence of the leak our tenant was worried about. There was no such evidence found, but we did get locked out, so the whole thing involved a locksmith at the same time(!), followed by doorknob shopping and installation. The dead doorknob was some kind of commercial version very rarely used in residential settings, so the locksmith had to be pretty destructive to remove it.
Overall, I feel I'm preparing for the winter season in a very primal way. Laying in supplies. Looking for things I'm running out of, and buying new batches of them (lip balm, underwear, food storage containers, soap, earplugs). I took my deep-winter clothes out of storage, and stored my high-summer stuff instead, and bought two cheap pairs of joggers that feel strange -- but admittedly soft and comfy -- on my legs. The smart thing to do would be to prepare more for Christmas, but no, my body only cares that it's dark outside and feels that some kind of hibernation is in order.
Not sure if I've mentioned it here before, but I fully intend to enter a sewing phase once the condo project is fully settled down. I've been looking around at sergers and coverstitch machines, and learning a bit about things like blunt-tipped needles for sewing jersey. Somewhat amazingly, it seems there's a serger at my local library that patrons can use! So I intend to trot on over there, see if it's real and try it out before buying anything.
Still very happy. Just living my little life. Birdie's other dad visited this weekend and had lunch with us, and he burst out that he loved me and is so glad I am around and being in Birdie's life. SO CUTE. Granted he was well into the 2nd cocktail at that moment, but still.
grump
Nov. 18th, 2025 04:44 pm1) I got water in one ear in my shower yesterday that has still not cleared. So I feel a lot of pressure in my head and it's given me a headache all day. (I have been trying all the recommended ways to clear it; no luck.)
2) Our ground-floor bathroom is being painted -- which, yay for being aaaaaaalmost done with the renovations, my god I cannot wait. But one of the painters has been coughing a lot, which may be nothing (I mean, I have a persistent cough myself, plus I just saw out of my office window him going out for a smoke, which sure could explain it), but nonetheless Geoff and I have been staying upstairs in our offices, which means I haven't done a bunch of things I might have done downstairs.
Ah, I see from my window that the painters are leaving, so we'll let the air filter downstairs run a while longer and then I can go start on food prep and other downstairs things. Also I can go look at which the bathroom looks like! We had to change our choice of flooring at the last minute and I spent five seconds going, yeah, I think the paint we chose to go with the old floor choice will go with the new one, sure, why not! because I could not face starting the color choice process over from scratch, and anyway it's not like we use that bathroom a lot, and if we hate it we can repaint it. Later. Much later.
And in the meantime I will take some ibuprofen and pull at my earlobe some more.
2) Our ground-floor bathroom is being painted -- which, yay for being aaaaaaalmost done with the renovations, my god I cannot wait. But one of the painters has been coughing a lot, which may be nothing (I mean, I have a persistent cough myself, plus I just saw out of my office window him going out for a smoke, which sure could explain it), but nonetheless Geoff and I have been staying upstairs in our offices, which means I haven't done a bunch of things I might have done downstairs.
Ah, I see from my window that the painters are leaving, so we'll let the air filter downstairs run a while longer and then I can go start on food prep and other downstairs things. Also I can go look at which the bathroom looks like! We had to change our choice of flooring at the last minute and I spent five seconds going, yeah, I think the paint we chose to go with the old floor choice will go with the new one, sure, why not! because I could not face starting the color choice process over from scratch, and anyway it's not like we use that bathroom a lot, and if we hate it we can repaint it. Later. Much later.
And in the meantime I will take some ibuprofen and pull at my earlobe some more.
House fix-ups, random babble, tired evenings
Nov. 17th, 2025 05:06 pmThe new condo is pretty much ready to go. ( Click if you like houses ) I also spent a while bagging up leaves in the back yard over there, and got added to the condo association bank account at Chase. I am, by virtue of sending over a sample budget based on my own house and saying I wanted the job, going to be the treasurer.
So that fix-up project won't be keeping me physically away from home so much more, which is good, because I've been away a little too much. My birthday present for the squirrel was ( yet <i>another</i> day of house stuff ) Satisfying, but tiring. He liked it... he'd wanted activities or acts of service rather than products of capitalism.
Physically I'm doing ever-better backbends, and did my TGUs at 60lb this week for the first time in 2025. My hip has been hurting from doing too much compression work and I've re-started my PT exercises for that, but I'm feeling good in general about where my capabilities are and how my athletic mojo is doing. Only acro is a little bit stalled out, and that's mainly due to my base's schedule.
I had two unusual social events -- one with a guy I lent some books to about 13 years ago and forgot about, but when he reached out, heck yeah I want my books back. And one with my friend A from the Costa Rica handstand trips; neither of us is going this year, so we met up over a giant breakfast sandwich in Boston instead. He's moving to LA, which I possibly shouldn't be sad about but am, in fact, slightly sad about. I like casting a fairly wide social net, because it's often the more distant connections that bring in the new and interesting recommendations -- plus there's more to catch up on when I don't see a given person often -- but this is one who I would have enjoyed running into more regularly. Like, I wish we'd had a weekly class together or been coworkers.
We saw a student show for the circus school, and I also watched the new Frankenstein movie (pretty, but too much cruelty for me to really enjoy).
I seem, by coincidence, to be reading a lot about Jewish stuff lately. There's The Yiddish Policemen's Union, which is fiction, and Ezra Klein's episode about groypers, which sadly isn't. I find it interesting how Jewish culture has a strong "resisting assimilation" thread to it. But some of the Ezra Klein episode made me feel weirdly naive -- like when some noted anti-semitic guy always mentioned Goldman Sachs but not Morgan Stanley, for instance. Did I just miss some class, maybe in high school, where I was supposed to memorize which last names are associated with which countries/regions/cultures? Asking because I would never have noticed that particular difference. If asked flat-out "is Goldman a Jewish name" I might have said yeah, sounds plausible. But I wouldn't have known that Sachs was, or that Morgan or Stanley weren't. I don't know how and where people learn all this.
I'm getting tired early, with the short winter day and the return to Standard Time. I'm not quite sure what to do with tired evenings -- play games, and make lists of things to do in the morning, maybe. Or just keep crunching along and accept that it'll be slower. What do you do, gentle readers?
So that fix-up project won't be keeping me physically away from home so much more, which is good, because I've been away a little too much. My birthday present for the squirrel was ( yet <i>another</i> day of house stuff ) Satisfying, but tiring. He liked it... he'd wanted activities or acts of service rather than products of capitalism.
Physically I'm doing ever-better backbends, and did my TGUs at 60lb this week for the first time in 2025. My hip has been hurting from doing too much compression work and I've re-started my PT exercises for that, but I'm feeling good in general about where my capabilities are and how my athletic mojo is doing. Only acro is a little bit stalled out, and that's mainly due to my base's schedule.
I had two unusual social events -- one with a guy I lent some books to about 13 years ago and forgot about, but when he reached out, heck yeah I want my books back. And one with my friend A from the Costa Rica handstand trips; neither of us is going this year, so we met up over a giant breakfast sandwich in Boston instead. He's moving to LA, which I possibly shouldn't be sad about but am, in fact, slightly sad about. I like casting a fairly wide social net, because it's often the more distant connections that bring in the new and interesting recommendations -- plus there's more to catch up on when I don't see a given person often -- but this is one who I would have enjoyed running into more regularly. Like, I wish we'd had a weekly class together or been coworkers.
We saw a student show for the circus school, and I also watched the new Frankenstein movie (pretty, but too much cruelty for me to really enjoy).
I seem, by coincidence, to be reading a lot about Jewish stuff lately. There's The Yiddish Policemen's Union, which is fiction, and Ezra Klein's episode about groypers, which sadly isn't. I find it interesting how Jewish culture has a strong "resisting assimilation" thread to it. But some of the Ezra Klein episode made me feel weirdly naive -- like when some noted anti-semitic guy always mentioned Goldman Sachs but not Morgan Stanley, for instance. Did I just miss some class, maybe in high school, where I was supposed to memorize which last names are associated with which countries/regions/cultures? Asking because I would never have noticed that particular difference. If asked flat-out "is Goldman a Jewish name" I might have said yeah, sounds plausible. But I wouldn't have known that Sachs was, or that Morgan or Stanley weren't. I don't know how and where people learn all this.
I'm getting tired early, with the short winter day and the return to Standard Time. I'm not quite sure what to do with tired evenings -- play games, and make lists of things to do in the morning, maybe. Or just keep crunching along and accept that it'll be slower. What do you do, gentle readers?
2026 SFWA Grand Master!
Nov. 16th, 2025 06:34 pmI swear we just got the last one of these in, like, April, (Nicola Griffith, #41) but today we get #42, NK Jemisin!
This 100% needed to happen at some point (unless they really fucked it up and she died first and they had to give her the Infinity, but, like, given the Butler parallel I assume everyone was really invested in not letting that happen). She's definitely jumping the queue a little age-wise but given current erasure of Black women out of journalism/media/government I feel like this is a good time for it, like, yeah, it does feel extra-important to recognize Black woman excellence right now. Huzzah for Jemisin!
(My list of likely or potential recipients going in to this round: John Crowley (1942), John Varley (1947), Nancy Kress (1948), Kim Stanley Robinson (1952), Greg Egan (1961), Martha Wells (1964), Ted Chiang (1967), John Scalzi (1969), NK Jemisin (1972), Ursula Vernon (1977), Seanan McGuire (1978).)
(My Infinity list, while we're here: Diana Wynne Jones (still and always my #1 guess until they finally pick her), Terry Pratchett, Zelazny, Joanna Russ, Philip K Dick, Theodore Sturgeon, Iain M Banks, Vernor Vinge, CL Moore, Frank Herbert, James Tiptree, and Zenna Henderson.)
This 100% needed to happen at some point (unless they really fucked it up and she died first and they had to give her the Infinity, but, like, given the Butler parallel I assume everyone was really invested in not letting that happen). She's definitely jumping the queue a little age-wise but given current erasure of Black women out of journalism/media/government I feel like this is a good time for it, like, yeah, it does feel extra-important to recognize Black woman excellence right now. Huzzah for Jemisin!
(My list of likely or potential recipients going in to this round: John Crowley (1942), John Varley (1947), Nancy Kress (1948), Kim Stanley Robinson (1952), Greg Egan (1961), Martha Wells (1964), Ted Chiang (1967), John Scalzi (1969), NK Jemisin (1972), Ursula Vernon (1977), Seanan McGuire (1978).)
(My Infinity list, while we're here: Diana Wynne Jones (still and always my #1 guess until they finally pick her), Terry Pratchett, Zelazny, Joanna Russ, Philip K Dick, Theodore Sturgeon, Iain M Banks, Vernor Vinge, CL Moore, Frank Herbert, James Tiptree, and Zenna Henderson.)






